Thursday, March 7, 2013

First Week

Well.  I did it.  Quit my regular job. With my regular paycheck. With my regular insurance.  

Scary.  Exciting.  Overwhelming.  

These are just a few words that come to mind as I stumble through the emotions of living without a scheduled, controlled existence.  The job I most recently held was unfortunately a terrible fit for me.  I was told what to wear (torture), how to act, what time to come and go....controlled by fear of making a mistake, controlled by people constantly squashing my creativity and enthusiasm.

It had to stop.  It was squashing my light.  Sucking the life from my soul.

Now, with Ken's support I have a new sense of freedom and for the first time in a long time feel in control of what I do and how I do it.  It's slowly evolving and I'm excited about where I'm headed but I'm taking my time getting there.

And wearing exactly what I want.  Everyday.

Heaven.

3 comments:

Rock Chef said...

Sounds like a good move - you can't live like that!

Good luck with the future!

The Mrs. said...

Good for you. How could someone tell you anything when you are PERFECT! Love you.

Julie said...

How scary and exciting all at the same time! I'm proud of you for putting yourself first. I know that there are only good things in your future :)