Thursday, January 26, 2012

No Days Left

Well it's here.

The last day of work.

I'm overwhelmed with emotion and they all come flooding in at the same time. At once I am so sad to say goodbye to every promise I thought the store and company held for me and then in the next moment I am so excited about what is coming. Sad to say goodbye to my team. My friends and the family we have created at our store. In the next I'm excited to be able to spend time with those people outside of the store getting to know them better and differently than how I know them in the store. Excited to be a better wife, friend and sister. Excited about caring for our home, a return to school and eventually a different career.

But not yet.

Right now I'm just going to let tomorrow wash over me. Whether it brings tears or laughter or a little of both; if I feel sad, glad or mad....I'm going to let that come. I've never been one to hide my feelings, I'm not uncomfortable with wearing my heart on my sleeve and I'm okay with the messiness of letting people know exactly how you feel.

Yes, I know the sun will come out. Yes, I know God has big things in store for me. Yes, I am SO INCREDIBLY LOVED! Yes, I am so blessed to be surrounded by such good, good people....but tomorrow is not about that. Tomorrow is about saying goodbye.

I will cry.

I will be sad. Mad. Glad.

And as always....I'll be me.

Stay Tuned.

XO,
Kiks


2 comments:

Julie said...

Oh, Kiki. I am thinking of you. Love you.

kenady said...

still thinking of you! love you!